the road dust, the lower crest,
is where I am, is where we are,
apart from what rest say, the best -
is what you are, is what we may have been… lest.
the next text, the next crippled page,
the next must, the overtly stated rage,
and I am not the sage, the only 1 haste.. that i did,
raised your fingers, baised me rather & broke my world.
This shower, that unrest, are both related,
both are unbridled, both are ungated, unsaid, untold,
both are mine, are for you, for the past & forever,
rate my heart, rate myself, rate what I did & see the surge.
Had you been by my side,
it would have been easier for me,
not that it matters a-lot,
but life would have made some sense…
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Had you been by my side,
these memories would’ve been all washed away,
not that I remember you a-lot,
but my moving back and forth in time
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Had you been by my side,
whats missing in me would have not mattered at all,
not that you complete me,
but I would have made you matter more than my existence.
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Had you been by my side,
these worries of world – could’ve never defeated me,
not that I could win the world for you,
but I would have never given up anything on you.
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Had you been by my side…..
Incidents – capture our breath,
Accidents – rupture our breath,
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Success – makes us happy,
Failure – breaks our soul,
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Failure – is not to accept,
Success – is not to precept,
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Did I lose someone? Or did I kill myself?
Sad, I have been for the first time? Or sad, I have been again?
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I want a chance, a chance to express what I did,
I keep on arresting my innocent mind,
Its more of my story, I get unlucky almost all the times. I find things that I do not want, I never get a thing that I want so badly.
Now I have decided that whatever I would like to have in this life, I would not want that thing, I would want to have things that I really dont want to have !
Life is a crazy chapter, I guess the next one would be interesting.
