On the middle of the road.
Limits
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Do not set limits
On your inner universe.
Just as the outer universe
Has no apparent limits.
Beyond the farthest known star,
Dare to take
A quantum leap in consciousness.
Go beyond your
Farthest inner star
And discover infinity within.
The next text
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the road dust, the lower crest,
is where I am, is where we are,
apart from what rest say, the best -
is what you are, is what we may have been… lest.
the next text, the next crippled page,
the next must, the overtly stated rage,
and I am not the sage, the only 1 haste.. that i did,
raised your fingers, baised me rather & broke my world.
This shower, that unrest, are both related,
both are unbridled, both are ungated, unsaid, untold,
both are mine, are for you, for the past & forever,
rate my heart, rate myself, rate what I did & see the surge.
Norah Jones & her magic.
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I listen to music, like all, not that I am a fanatic, but I keep in touch with who makes good songs, who tears clothes on screen, who is taken to court etc.
Now, if you are a fan of Norah Jones you would probably be delighted to read this blog.
I never really listened to her songs, just that I had listened to 2 songs – ‘Dont know why’ & ‘Come away with me’, when I was quite young, obviously I didnt like it, because I was more of in Rock or Pop or Rap at that point of time.
Recently, with the turbulent times that presents, working your ass out day in and day out and you have so many dreams that it, kinda, gets difficult to find time to relax, and listen to something so cherishing and so beautiful and so fresh like a beautiful unplucked rose, having morning dew on it and that smells so very good that you just want to be there for all the time. May be I am exaggerating it, but at this point .. thats what I feel..
Now, we know, there are different kind of people, some you like and some you dont,
When you listen to her songs, sometimes you are on a mountain top with a cloudy whether and someone special with you and that you are sitting on a stone and sharing the kind of moments that you cherish life long, the moments that you will always remember.
Listening to one of her songs ‘Lonestar’, she says -
“How far you are I just don’t know
The distance I’m willing to go
I pick up a stone that I cast to the sky
Hoping for some kind of sign”
I specifically like these lines.. it says even when I dont know that how far you are, I am still willing to go the distance, sometimes out of anguish – I even throw a stone towards the sky, to see if there can be any sign that I can see.
This goes so smooth like a 500 years old scotch moving down your throat, like a red velvet, that not only you can see but also you can feel and touch the beauty of it.
Going Further …
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Going further on this way;
lay stones, thorns and
that make me be the prey,
These thorns grow longer,
pierce steeper; and hurt ever more.
The entry door to life is fixed;
The end-door comes early, if we want it quite before.
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The pitch dark night, that lies ahead;
grows darker & unsafe,
I really dont know that:
how much longer I will be able to drive,
Its you, who could let me live;
let me become part of the beautiful thing called ‘ life’
Its you and me at the most distant & most farther side;
but I cant forget you even in spite
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What is making love?
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Slow, gentle and sparkling-
is this pure love and care,
movements & feelings are…
…changing dimensions everywhere,
crumbled bed & softness of your nature,
such a blend can never be anywhere,
hesitations – to go deeper,
comforted by the feelings are so rare.
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Time stops, when I listen to your heart,
may nature pause at this very position,
Time dissolves in your breath,
just as these lips in yours,
Time is tender, unmoving & is looking at us:
for answer to a question,
what are the limits of love,
and have you gone past those limits and even ours?
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Within your arms – lies our world,
smoother than pearl – safer than heaven,
its this care & comfort, this love and laughter,
that will never let me have pain,
within your arms – is my equation to life,
the most complicated and the most content,
its this equation of life – this equation of love…
…that is mysterious and sane.
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As we move, to be more comfortable,
we get closer – we never want to seperate,
we think and we believe, that if we have to die,
this one is most sacred moment and let be it,
As we move, to be even more closer,
I realize that you were never & never meant for me…
Its just a dream, a broken, a distant & shattered one -
shall I move on or give up on these limits?
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when does it end? ( Useless 4)
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The fear within, the fight within,
I swear something is bleeding in me,
The blood has dried and my heart is drenched, (with blood)
why is there so much pain? why is my heart so dead?
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When you win the world, you also lose something,
when you lose love, you never win your heart-beating,
The heart races in the speed to be the first, keeps running,
only to stop someday – only in quest of the eternal blessing.. (to get rid of this world)
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To end the life, is never the solution, never mine, never anyones,
To pretend that I will survive, is nothing but a lie to – everyone,
I extend to you – my love, my life and further,
may be going this far, may let me feel a little better?
Sea & Love
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Love, love go away,
my rusted heart will never ever sway,
coz your trust is what has been my pray,
but this trust is I fear, I fear that I never may… ( gain again)
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Sea is not understandable, sea is infinite,
my thirst is unquenchable, my plea is at a plight,
if my love is my thirst, your trust is my plea and it might..
kill me at this tender age, kill me inspite of all my fight !
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If sea is my mind, then you are all mine,
because when sea is all mine, you are a peck of its sigh,
I have all the memories, of the times that were never spent,
You too, must be true, to yourself and that time.
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If you are my wings, then you owe my fly,
If you are my love, then you are my sky,
If I reach you sometime, its only when I am not hy,
or when I am high and on a highway and blind …
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You would probably never know,
that how much you have meant, atleast I never knew,
I just love you, I just love you,
I just love you, I just love you, only you..
Waves are my security ….
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Slow and steady, these waves come to me..
sure and certain, their love makes them come my way,
this certainty – is called trust, this trust never will fade away,
They trust me – I trust them, rest is all a stage of puppets, as shakespear says..
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what differentiates man and animal is conscience
its dead in a criminal, same is a person who is mad,
I am that criminal and somday criminal will be dead,
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when the already dead is dead, she will be glad,
being glad she will play a carol,
when she will be glad, my soul will go mad
but why does my feelings hurt, when I am a dead soul?
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Why doesnt she trust? Is it that I love her?
is it that I am a animal, somehow in a human body?
is it that I am a lost soul? or I just a pathetic liar?
oh dear reader, give me a sign, let me not be a loser…
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Hatred is understood, if not condoned,
t0 fall in love, is not a crime, is not a will,
its easy to ‘fall’ in love and lose and let your heart abondoned,
its difficult to rise upto yourself, even if you are at the top of the hill.
Looking back ? … Looking ahead
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To get the realm of light, I found someone and lost,
I run all day- all night, I reach the same place I left.
I go back time, when we met- come back
I ‘scared’ her, coz I am different.
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dear dear, I wont give up, coz I cant.
dear dear, I will only live up,
for the dream that I meant,
The secrets – the pain and the life, are the hurts I have left.
My dreams – Your dreams
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